Yeah but you can get desensitized to it too. Back in the day I started out watching the football drug only on Sundays. Now I pull out old reel-to-reel tapes in the pinch that is the offseason and creep around youtube late at night just to get my taste of past gridiron glories. And that's only so that I feel "normal' again. Whatever that means. It's a viscous cycle I tell ya.
But I can quit anytime...