Primetime0201
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Hey everyone. I haven't been around in a while and that is mostly because I am in a bit of bad shape. I have been in and out of the hospital.
I have checked in now and then just haven't had the energy to post. From what my doc tells me the only thing he can do from here on out is make me as comfortable as possible. Crazy huh? 24 years old. I come from a family that doesn't like to show their emotions and can't get my self together to talk to the folks at my church. I would just hate for them to see me like this.
I feel like I am walking out on them after I started this project to have an old warehouse made into a Christian homeless shelter. I feel bad that I am sticking them with all the work and don't think I could bring myself to face them if I wanted to.
I just want you all to know how much I have enjoyed my time on these forums and that even when people were reaming me it was great after having my but kissed for the past few months.
I guess I am writing this because I feel like I can tell you guys anything and I don't have to worry about looking weak. Anyway I am gonna get going but would appreciate it if you guys would fill me in on any news I may have missed in the past week or 2. Thanks in advance just encase I don't post back.
I have checked in now and then just haven't had the energy to post. From what my doc tells me the only thing he can do from here on out is make me as comfortable as possible. Crazy huh? 24 years old. I come from a family that doesn't like to show their emotions and can't get my self together to talk to the folks at my church. I would just hate for them to see me like this.
I feel like I am walking out on them after I started this project to have an old warehouse made into a Christian homeless shelter. I feel bad that I am sticking them with all the work and don't think I could bring myself to face them if I wanted to.
I just want you all to know how much I have enjoyed my time on these forums and that even when people were reaming me it was great after having my but kissed for the past few months.
I guess I am writing this because I feel like I can tell you guys anything and I don't have to worry about looking weak. Anyway I am gonna get going but would appreciate it if you guys would fill me in on any news I may have missed in the past week or 2. Thanks in advance just encase I don't post back.