I'm seriously already freaking out and my stomach is in knots. lol! WTH is wrong with me? Need a distraction. But can't clear clutter and put up decorations b/c scared that will jinx us, not going to yoga b/c the thought of driving in this weather is a torment and I've worked out every day this week - girl needs a rest, and I'm not hungry and I'm not drinking until tomorrow and I don't want to shop bc already spent too much money shopping this week and I'm too amped up to read and .... seriously wth do I do with myself till my gig tonight (and don't even want to do that b/c it's in the boonies but it's money)....??? lol!
