I’m upset with myself thinking that,for just a few fleeting moments, this year might be different than the deeply ingrained mediocrity that the team has shown for the last 30 years. But nope, yesterday was a reminder that we are what we are, and we are not what the team was for the first 30 years of my fanhood when I expected us to at least make the conference championship game every year. My prediction before the season started was a 10-7 record and a first round playoff loss. That sounds about right to me now as well.