urface59
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I'm going to rant to the only thing I can find rant to at the moment... a football forum. Any advice on how to quench my current rage is appreciated.
So I just made an epic long journey with some friends to New Berlin New York for an AMA pro motocross race my buddy is competing in. The trip here took over 24 hours but we are in a motorhome so it shouldn't of been that bad (it was). You see the generator took on a mind of its own, leaving us without AC for most the trip (hotter than satans butthole). Add this to the fact that my shoulder is insanely irritated by laying down on a motorhome couch (more on that in a second) and you get me with no sleep for the last 2 days.
I feel I should explain 2 other problems weighing heavily on me before I get to the point of all this. 1st one is that I just had shoulder surgery for the second time to try and fix a long standing problem where my right shoulder just slides out of socket for the hell of it, leaving me agonizing pain unill a doctor puts it back in. So as of right now my arm is useless, no driving etc.
2nd problem is that my girlfriend (ex), who I was so certain was "the one" broke things off with me right before my surgery. She did this via a text that read "I met someone". I'm almost positive she purposely did this at a time where I would be essencialy unable to get out and do stuff, leaving me pathetically depressed and alone at my parents house (where im staying while im hurt). But alas I managed to get myself together to make this road trip to New York, and here is my situation...
As I said I haven't slepped in long time. I'm laying here on a tiny couch with a giant sling on that prevents any comfortable position whatsoever, its 85 degrees in here, I am an emotional wreck. But despite all that (and thanks to my prescribed percocets) I could fall in to the deepest sleep right now. I almost did to, but something happened, a fly.
Due to open windows, many flies have infiltrated the motorhome, and I can't take it. As soon as i doze off another fly lands on my face. The rage I have against these flies right now irrationally intense. I could punch babies at the moment. Everything that sucks right now is manifesting itself as hate against these damn flies.
Its not like I even have it that bad, its just a little arm injury, a breakup, some bugs, and a high temperature. I wasn't raped, no one murdered my family. I can't help it though, I am going to turn in to the Hulk at any moment.
So there you go, my pointless rant. If that was the stupidest drivel you ever read then I probably agree with you. My god that was way to much typing on a phone though.
So I just made an epic long journey with some friends to New Berlin New York for an AMA pro motocross race my buddy is competing in. The trip here took over 24 hours but we are in a motorhome so it shouldn't of been that bad (it was). You see the generator took on a mind of its own, leaving us without AC for most the trip (hotter than satans butthole). Add this to the fact that my shoulder is insanely irritated by laying down on a motorhome couch (more on that in a second) and you get me with no sleep for the last 2 days.
I feel I should explain 2 other problems weighing heavily on me before I get to the point of all this. 1st one is that I just had shoulder surgery for the second time to try and fix a long standing problem where my right shoulder just slides out of socket for the hell of it, leaving me agonizing pain unill a doctor puts it back in. So as of right now my arm is useless, no driving etc.
2nd problem is that my girlfriend (ex), who I was so certain was "the one" broke things off with me right before my surgery. She did this via a text that read "I met someone". I'm almost positive she purposely did this at a time where I would be essencialy unable to get out and do stuff, leaving me pathetically depressed and alone at my parents house (where im staying while im hurt). But alas I managed to get myself together to make this road trip to New York, and here is my situation...
As I said I haven't slepped in long time. I'm laying here on a tiny couch with a giant sling on that prevents any comfortable position whatsoever, its 85 degrees in here, I am an emotional wreck. But despite all that (and thanks to my prescribed percocets) I could fall in to the deepest sleep right now. I almost did to, but something happened, a fly.
Due to open windows, many flies have infiltrated the motorhome, and I can't take it. As soon as i doze off another fly lands on my face. The rage I have against these flies right now irrationally intense. I could punch babies at the moment. Everything that sucks right now is manifesting itself as hate against these damn flies.
Its not like I even have it that bad, its just a little arm injury, a breakup, some bugs, and a high temperature. I wasn't raped, no one murdered my family. I can't help it though, I am going to turn in to the Hulk at any moment.
So there you go, my pointless rant. If that was the stupidest drivel you ever read then I probably agree with you. My god that was way to much typing on a phone though.
