ok, we have now established several facts about your mind/psyche.
you are very impatient. omg, that's so painfully obvious. you need validation. a lot of validation, so you seek people who may validate your ideas/thoughts so it makes you feel better. you lack true confidence.... my first guess would be issues with you parents, most probably your father. I would guess some of your posts/actions are reflective of how he treated you and now you are reflecting back what has festered in you for years. It has led you to a lot of frustration and deep seeded anger that you couldn't express or had no one to express it to. you project confidence where its painfully obvious you are not. you try to act confidence and you really don't know how. so you resort to small insults, acting big and being in charge when you clearly are not. people in charge don't need to act like they are in charge or claim it...they just are.....
I have to say, I appreciate you responding, it hasn't been that difficult to drag you along, giving you what you want to have you continue your behavior. there is also traces of stubbornness, which is indirectly related to your frustrations with your father. let me ask you another question: be honest please. do you have any real friends. people you truly trust with your deepest secrets and thoughts? one person....
btw, it was very interesting you responded to my post. didn't get a response back and you responded again. seemingly you are monitoring this board and seeking interaction. your posts were 3 minutes apart. how is your social life?
please continue