Something I need to say

nate dizzle

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Hello everyone, my name is Nate, and...I'm a Cowboys fan :facepalm:.

I guess you could trace it back to my childhood. My uncle, who was (well I guess "is" is the correct term because you never really stop being one even if you quit) got me started on it, I guess you could say I learned it from watching with him.

Over the years my family who are mostly Giants fans, have all tried reaching out to me, trying to break through to show me what a horrible path I was going down, setting myself up for a life of experiencing heartbreak and failure.

It was too late for me though, I was hooked and there was no turning back. I keep telling myself that I can quit anytime I want to and that it's a choice, but deep down I know better. There was a small glimmer of hope back in the late 80's and early 90's when I was still young, where my family was starting to break through after a decade or so of rampant abuse, but then I went on a five year bender and, well...here I am today.

Maybe someday I will come to my senses and find a way to dig myself out of this hole that I've gotten into...probably not though.

Thanks for listening everyone. This was a real breakthrough for me.
 

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S'what we're here for, to hear each others' confessions, not judge and show support for each other.

(Someone remind me of what nate said, his post is so far back can I be expected to go back and actually read it?)
 

nate dizzle

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S'what we're here for, to hear each others' confessions, not judge and show support for each other.

(Someone remind me of what nate said, his post is so far back can I be expected to go back and actually read it?)
What? What'd I say? Where am I?
 

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nate, are you thinking there's a cure for being a Cowboys fan? If Jerry Jones didn't cure us, there is no cure. It's not a disease to root for America's Team. It's not a choice either from my experience, it just is. Most around me root for the Saints and some are actually taken aback by the Stars on my apparel and vehicle. I don't tell them who to root for that ultimately crushes their hopes every season and they shouldn't tell me. We are what we are and there is no shame.
 

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Hello everyone, my name is Nate, and...I'm a Cowboys fan :facepalm:.

I guess you could trace it back to my childhood. My uncle, who was (well I guess "is" is the correct term because you never really stop being one even if you quit) got me started on it, I guess you could say I learned it from watching with him.

Over the years my family who are mostly Giants fans, have all tried reaching out to me, trying to break through to show me what a horrible path I was going down, setting myself up for a life of experiencing heartbreak and failure.

It was too late for me though, I was hooked and there was no turning back. I keep telling myself that I can quit anytime I want to and that it's a choice, but deep down I know better. There was a small glimmer of hope back in the late 80's and early 90's when I was still young, where my family was starting to break through after a decade or so of rampant abuse, but then I went on a five year bender and, well...here I am today.

Maybe someday I will come to my senses and find a way to dig myself out of this hole that I've gotten into...probably not though.

Thanks for listening everyone. This was a real breakthrough for me.
Welcome to my nightmare
I think you're gonna like it
I think you're gonna feel
You belong
A nocturnal vacation
Unnecessary sedation
You want to feel at home
Cause you belong
Welcome to my nightmare, yeah
Welcome to my breakdown
I hope I didn't scare you
That's just the way we are
When we come down
We sweat and laugh and scream here
Cause life is just a dream here
You know inside you feel
Right at home here
Welcome to my breakdown, whoa
You're welcome to my nightmare, yeah
Welcome to my nightmare
I know you're gonna like it
I think you're gonna feel
You belong
We sweat, laugh and scream here
Cause life is just a dream here
You know inside you feel
Right at home here
Welcome to my nightmare, whoa
Welcome to my breakdown
Welcome to my breakdown, whoa
Welcome to my nightmare, yeah
 

Quickdraw

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Take all of your wasted honor
Every little past frustration
Take all of your so-called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations

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Walking like a one man army
Fighting with the shadows in your head
Living out the same old moment
Knowing you'd be better off instead,
If you could only

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Have no fear for giving in
Have no fear for giving over
You'd better know that in the end
Its better to say too much
Then never say what you need to say again
Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

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Say My name, say My name...........repeat ad nauseam.
If that doesn't drive Ya nuts.......try.
Umm burr ella, ella, ella, over and over and over again.
 

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Welcome to my nightmare
I think you're gonna like it
I think you're gonna feel
You belong
A nocturnal vacation
Unnecessary sedation
You want to feel at home
Cause you belong
Welcome to my nightmare, yeah
Welcome to my breakdown
I hope I didn't scare you
That's just the way we are
When we come down
We sweat and laugh and scream here
Cause life is just a dream here
You know inside you feel
Right at home here
Welcome to my breakdown, whoa
You're welcome to my nightmare, yeah
Welcome to my nightmare
I know you're gonna like it
I think you're gonna feel
You belong
We sweat, laugh and scream here
Cause life is just a dream here
You know inside you feel
Right at home here
Welcome to my nightmare, whoa
Welcome to my breakdown
Welcome to my breakdown, whoa
Welcome to my nightmare, yeah
If Your nightmares are this much fun, Your dreams must be amazing.
 

kskboys

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Nate!!!! Ya old studmuffin houndog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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