I understand what you're going through. My father died of Alzheimer's several years ago. The hard part about having that disease is that you "lose" that person twice. The first time is when they don't know who you are anymore, and then the 2nd time is when you physically lose them (death). Alzheimer's is a horrible disease and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy!! All my Dad's siblings had Alzheimer's too, so I get nervous that I might have that "gene". My deepest condolences to you
@AsthmaField
Thank you. Yes it is beyond awful. You cannot know what it is like unless you’ve watched a loved one slowly succumb to the disease. I watched her go from suddenly starting to ask the same question twice, all the way to forgetting how to talk, and how to swallow food and drink. Watched her dwindle down to literal skin and bones, who could do absolutely nothing for herself.
Yet she always still smiled when she saw me. The worst part was that there was nobody who deserved it less than her. She was a sweet, sweet lady.
Anyway, yeah, I have to hope it wasn’t passed down to me as well. Thank you again.