SDogo
Not as good as I once was but as good once as I ev
- Messages
- 13,900
- Reaction score
- 6
Listen, this is not a post to draw attention or make some announcement trying to get a send off. I'm not leaving probably to the dismay of many.
It's really more then anything an apology.
If the last few weeks taught me anything or should of taught me anything it's that life is too short to ruin the things that you enjoy.
Ever since a best friends passed a few weeks ago I have been going around putting a negative spin on everything and looking for a fight. My wife made it pretty clear last week that I needed to stop feeling bad for myself and get on with life. She also made it pretty clear what an ******* I was being.
For many years Cowboyszone was the place I went for the news, to talk football with fans of the team I love and to be around my brothers. This place was there in bad times and the members picked me up and showed me the way. Nothing but support. Over the last few weeks I forgot that and every visit has been filled with anger and arguments. I have pissed off people and said things I wish I could take back. NONE of this has to do with football. It's beyond that point, it's about being a good person.
For now I think it's better if I step back and let things play out. This was the first game day I have enjoyed for a long time and much of had to do with laying back this week and just enjoying the game for what it was, a game.
I'm still going to check in because there is no place like this around if want the news and information when you want it. I'm just going to lay off the keyboard for a while and enjoy the rest of the season.
Once I finish my crow tonight and try to keep it down I'm going to watch the game again and remember why it is I became a fan in the first place back in 1982.
Just remember, this is not a call for attention and this is not about football. It's an apology to everyone who did not deserve to get the negative carry over from my personal life and I hope as time goes by I can earn some of your respect back.
Go Cowboys
Finish Strong!
:starspin
It's really more then anything an apology.
If the last few weeks taught me anything or should of taught me anything it's that life is too short to ruin the things that you enjoy.
Ever since a best friends passed a few weeks ago I have been going around putting a negative spin on everything and looking for a fight. My wife made it pretty clear last week that I needed to stop feeling bad for myself and get on with life. She also made it pretty clear what an ******* I was being.
For many years Cowboyszone was the place I went for the news, to talk football with fans of the team I love and to be around my brothers. This place was there in bad times and the members picked me up and showed me the way. Nothing but support. Over the last few weeks I forgot that and every visit has been filled with anger and arguments. I have pissed off people and said things I wish I could take back. NONE of this has to do with football. It's beyond that point, it's about being a good person.
For now I think it's better if I step back and let things play out. This was the first game day I have enjoyed for a long time and much of had to do with laying back this week and just enjoying the game for what it was, a game.
I'm still going to check in because there is no place like this around if want the news and information when you want it. I'm just going to lay off the keyboard for a while and enjoy the rest of the season.
Once I finish my crow tonight and try to keep it down I'm going to watch the game again and remember why it is I became a fan in the first place back in 1982.
Just remember, this is not a call for attention and this is not about football. It's an apology to everyone who did not deserve to get the negative carry over from my personal life and I hope as time goes by I can earn some of your respect back.
Go Cowboys
Finish Strong!
:starspin
