I'm just so disheartened I don't know if I even care anymore. I've been watching the team religiously for most of my 31, soon to be 32 years, and I'm so sick and tired of constantly catching flack over this team that constantly lets everyone down. I get tired of media and everyday people talking about how much of a joke we are and then we go out on the field and do what we did.
Love that team, just sick and tired of them being a laughing stock. It's making me enjoy watching football less and less. I get more negative than ever during the games, it's like I can't even begin to enjoy them anymore. I'm sure it's a dramatic reaction, maybe I'll get over it. I'm a pretty emotional sports fan but there's much more to my life than football.
And I guess what makes it so frustrating is the fact that I've never been one of those fans that blames Jerry and the organization for every little thing they do. And I'm still not, but something really rubs me the wrong way that they thought they could just get away with letting all those guys walking, in particular Amari Cooper, and not replace him. If James Washington/Jalen Tolbert was the immediate replacement, that is something a GM in professional sports should absolutely get fired for. So as a fan it really makes me sit here and wonder, if they care so much about winning why didn't they make something happen at the WR position. Just venting my frustrations, not really trying to blame anybody in particular I just feel as defeated and disheartened as I ever have as a fan.