Reality, is there any way you can ban me so I can slowly begin this detox?
I am always gonna love my Cowboys but not to the point where I'm gonna blog and spend my free time bantering about them. Figured I can remove all temptation and begin to stop being so emotionally invested in a team that finds the most creative and heartbreaking ways to crush your Sunday and the remainder of your work week.
It's kinda like after Luke Wilson gets his 2nd arm ripped off by the bear in Anchorman, 'this is starting to get re-got-dang-diculous'. And I'm not gonna spend another hour bantering about losers, because as long as I've been watching them - 15 strong years, that's all they've been, is losers. They've shown flashes, but I'm that lone Cowboys fan where I'm from, and am constantly reminded of how ****ty this great franchise has become. And to be honest, blogging about a ****ty franchise in your part time, makes you step back, and truly re-evaluate what you're doing.
I'll still watch them every Sunday and maybe pick up the paper, but in terms of blogging, researching, and caring with such conviction - I can't waste anymore of my time doing that for a team that has shown absolutely no promise of a great future.
Call me a lame fan, I'm still gonna love my Cowboys, but not with the same emotional conviction that I have had, to the point where I'll spend countless hours on here or anywhere else researching and carying, it just isn't worth it.
It's been real, and I've loved all the good conversations, met some really cool people here, I just need to spend my free time in more productive areas than obsessing over a team that has created so much negative feelings in the hearts of it's fan-base over the past 15 years.