Yeah, they're growing very very very old on me as well.
That's the funny thing about it, it's not a flat out "yes or no" situation.
A fan isn't going to just say, "yeah I want my team to lose." That's absurd, and technically it wouldn't make you a fan..but anyway..
You look at the flip side, and "theoretically" it's "better" for the team to lose and quite possibly get a phenomenal player in the first round. What if they're a bust..? What if we botch it, yet again?
What if the team clicks, wins out and wins a Super Bowl? What if Garrett just took 10 years to become the next Hoodie?
Such a deep, contorted rabbit hole.