Man, that sounds tough. I have a whole new respect for you, your past, and your appreciation of the Dallas Cowboys.
The Cowboys do provide me with an escape. For 3 hours or so during the game, I channel all of my energy on that 46" LCD TV. My family understands, and my wife and kids simply follow along with me and participate in my "acting a fool" when the Cowboys make a big play or score a TD. My wife and kids actually leave me alone when the Cowboys lose, but cheer along with me when they win.
For a few hours during the game, the Cowboys allow me to escape and act like a kid again. No other sports team, even my LSU Tigers, get me so fired up.
I don't even play fantasy football. I would feel dirty by cheering for other players on other teams...even if those players AREN'T playing against the Cowboys that week.
I married my wife in India in late 1995. I was there on Christmas break and was watching Cowboys games with her when we were on a run to another Super Bowl run. Amazingly, they showed Dallas Cowboys (and only the Dallas Cowboys) in India way back in 1995. What other team has that kind of international recognition? The games come on live in India, but the time zone is 12 hours apart from Dallas, so I was watching the games with her in the early morning hours there. I taught her about the game of football, and explained the history of the Cowboys, and my love for the Cowboys.
She never questioned my desire to stay up all night and watch the Cowboys. She simply said that it is in the fiber of my being.