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The day my mom died, I took her home from the hospital and then went to the weight room to do a walk-through during off season workouts. I was on vacation and all three of my coordinators were there along with another seven coaches. I left her and my dad called me 40 minutes later to tell me she had died. Her last words were, where are the boys? All my brothers were there and I was in the weight frikkin room! I never forgave myself. That's the real reason I retired at fifty. I lost my edge.It happened March of '14.
I still have nightmares and sometimes it gets to me so harshly I have to start yelling random words to try to get my mind in another direction.
She was my everything, but I'm not here to make this about me.
I worry so very much for Mr. Paul and his family that are probably going to have to make the same decision.
Such an awful, awful situation.