Oh..
I have sort of made an agreement with myself.
Its just my own thing. I am stopping using my time where it's not productive.
Unfortunately or fortunately I have had alot of time to think with the virus hanging over everything.
I feel like I have lost time in 2020 and changes were needed. So my time playing with the Cowboys has to be redivided.
Jerrah and Steven were found to be not entitled to my time if what we see is the best they can do.
So I can't fire the GM. And just crying about things got me nowhere.
So I consider what I am doing is just self-discipline. When I had a GF who I thought was playing games..
I dumped them.
Is my football team any different?
Nope.
Therefore..I reserve the right to change. I am not being cavalier or anything.
Just logical.