You're kidding?
This is the first I've heard of any health issues you are having. Sincerely sorry to hear and hope for nothing but the best for you.
BUT
It's a punk move to talk the disrespectful crap you regularly do then hide behind your health issues. I guarantee you are far from the only one who has serious health battles to fight. Guaranteed, if you know what I'm saying.
The difference is, the majority don't pull that out as a shield to excuse our behavior.
You don't get to hate and disrespect people then turn around and claim you love and respect everyone "honestly" just because you have a serious personal battle to fight.
Good luck. Medical care has advanced so much in my lifetime. We can survive and thrive after things that our parents generation couldn't have overcome.