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daboyzruleperiod said:
LOL, good morning dear. I'm not angry. I fake it at times.
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I need to get some of Asian Ginseng putty is talking about.:lmao:
 
Trouty said:
My brothers. I relapsed again. I stuck a knife into my side and I think I broke my hand.

I love you guys.

I promised my son I would stop drinking. My neighbor Paul died two days ago. Whom have I told this to? Carlos, I think?

I promised my little boy. You guys. Sometimes I want to die and maybe that's why I drink.

I went three days sober. Then one day. And now I start again.

I went 58 days sober earlier this year. I think it was this month, i don't know. ****.

I have a loaded Glock 36 on my lap. I can't live this way. My ankles are as swollen as my thighs. My wrists are as swollen as my forearms. My left hand is probably broken. I'm so swollen from the booze. You guys, I love you, but I drink so much. I drink so so much.

I stabbed myself. Who does that? ******* weirdo ****.

I want to die. But I love you guys.

Stolen Valor? With a half face of metal (orbital) and a leg chewed up, a divorce and at one time alcoholic wife, whom I drove to drink because she couldn't speak to me. Mi muneca. I tore her apart. I ****ed her head up.

My ears literally bled. My face looked like a half inflated football. I was throwing up blood. 2 PHs -- my advocate, Military Order of the Purple Heart, I adore you. Check them out, donate to them. I feel my heart beating and my breaths getting shallow. My chest is tight. I dream of the good times with my Angel wife, going to see Serendipity at the movies. I dream of late 2001. I feel warm and happy and in a different world.

I love you guys. I just drank a 5th of Bird Dog.

My son is crying. I cry to my son. He's 12 and he still calls me "daddy". He still holds my hand. He cries with me. I bring him down. My poor boy. My little boy, a good boy. The best boy. My depression brings him down. Poor little boy. My little boy.

Most of you have seen this little angel from heaven from pics I've texted. I don't deserve him.

I want to blow my head off.

I also know it's nasty to feel sorry for yourself, I have battles that are going through way worse. Who the **** am I?!

I'm so OCD I edit this post. Like 8 times. Goodnight, my brothers.

This post is hazy. I've edited it many times, I hope you can read it. God bless you and cheers. Bird Dog. Love and peace and chicken grease.
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Love and peace. Can't have one without the other. You have plenty of love, now you need to make peace with yourself my friend. God bless!
 
Good morning, all. Somber post by Trouty to remind us all to appreciate what we have. Have a great day. Salud! i say that with coffee. Lol
 
Good mornin,Coach and all!! Had no electricity most of yesterday!! Whats doin?
 
haleyrules said:
Good mornin,Coach and all!! Had no electricity most of yesterday!! Whats doin?
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Just chillin with some coffee and surfing the web. Gonna hit the gym with my daughter a little later and then clean off the back patio. Fun-filled day. LOL
 
Melonfeud said:
I think the same thing about that cobra venom extract, Prime!
Maybe your gym dudes were so high up that casing-liner ,curve, plateau,that the effects, if any, were negligible?,,,IDK.
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They make a local scorpion based extract here for pain...its a crock...aspirins and rum work a lot better! Most of these "remedies" are a scam designed to seperate folks from their bread.
 
Trouty said:
My brothers. I relapsed again. I stuck a knife into my side and I think I broke my hand.

I love you guys.

I promised my son I would stop drinking. My neighbor Paul died two days ago. Whom have I told this to? Carlos, I think?

I promised my little boy. You guys. Sometimes I want to die and maybe that's why I drink.

I went three days sober. Then one day. And now I start again.

I went 58 days sober earlier this year. I think it was this month, i don't know. ****.

I have a loaded Glock 36 on my lap. I can't live this way. My ankles are as swollen as my thighs. My wrists are as swollen as my forearms. My left hand is probably broken. I'm so swollen from the booze. You guys, I love you, but I drink so much. I drink so so much.

I stabbed myself. Who does that? ******* weirdo ****.

I want to die. But I love you guys.

Stolen Valor? With a half face of metal (orbital) and a leg chewed up, a divorce and at one time alcoholic wife, whom I drove to drink because she couldn't speak to me. Mi muneca. I tore her apart. I ****ed her head up.

My ears literally bled. My face looked like a half inflated football. I was throwing up blood. 2 PHs -- my advocate, Military Order of the Purple Heart, I adore you. Check them out, donate to them. I feel my heart beating and my breaths getting shallow. My chest is tight. I dream of the good times with my Angel wife, going to see Serendipity at the movies. I dream of late 2001. I feel warm and happy and in a different world.

I love you guys. I just drank a 5th of Bird Dog.

My son is crying. I cry to my son. He's 12 and he still calls me "daddy". He still holds my hand. He cries with me. I bring him down. My poor boy. My little boy, a good boy. The best boy. My depression brings him down. Poor little boy. My little boy.

Most of you have seen this little angel from heaven from pics I've texted. I don't deserve him.

I want to blow my head off.

I also know it's nasty to feel sorry for yourself, I have battles that are going through way worse. Who the **** am I?!

I'm so OCD I edit this post. Like 8 times. Goodnight, my brothers.

This post is hazy. I've edited it many times, I hope you can read it. God bless you and cheers. Bird Dog. Love and peace and chicken grease.
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Trouty
you have so much going for you.
you are young and have plentiful disposable income for the rest of your life.
lots of ladies that coach would be jealous.
you can beat this problem.
you have a wonderful life waiting for you.
you can do it.
get the help you need to make it happen.
first check into a place for a couple weeks that will help you.
take the step - your son deserves it.
 
RGV_Clos said:
Good morning daboyz, I kind of jump around lol and don't post much. Everywhere and nowhere lol
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Ha. I have the perfect nickname for ya. From now, you will be called....are ya ready for this one lol....






CRICKET
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Ranching said:
I need to get some of Asian Ginseng putty is talking about.:lmao:
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wow ginseng and acupuncture, you are becoming more asian than me
before u do anything rash, remember it causes confusion to have grand children and children of nearly the same age.
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