I'm at the lowest point I've ever been. I don't buy any Cowboys merch anymore, and the few lingering shirts/sweaters/hats I have I never wear out. I mean, why would I? It's not like I would feel proud wearing a laughing stock for a logo these days.
I still watch every game, but I no longer have any care. I used to get stoked for games. A SNF game? Hell yes!! Let's go. This last Sunday? I turned it on with a 'meh' attitude, and, it went exactly how I thought it would. I used to be hooting and hollering at the game and now I just sit there and watch it quietly, but mostly laugh this season. I used to let losses bum me out on Sundays. My wife came into the mancave when we were getting rolled by Detroit, looked at the score, looked at me and had a weird look. I asked her, "what's up?" She asked, "You're not mad?" I told her nope. Do not care anymore. She walked out with a surprised look and said "wow, that team really does have you down".
On one hand, the apathy is fantastic because it doesn't bother me or ruin my day. On the other hand, I absolutely hate Jerry Jones for putting me in this position. I want to have passion for my team. I still want to root for them, but the Cowboys I loved just don’t feel like they’re there anymore.
It's been much more exciting watching my Boise State Broncos and Ashton Jeanty this season.