Became a fan in 1977, have watched every game through some difficult and disappointing seasons, some thrilling and wonderful seasons, suffered and celebrated, have followed every churn of the roster, for years have logged on here several times a day to read the minutae, cared about every player transaction, minor addition to the coaching staff, looked forward to September, to Sundays, but for some reason something inside of me has just stopped caring.
Rabid fan for 36 years, rabid fan up until a few weeks ago, then suddenly, unexpectedly, and inexplicably... it's gone. It's not anger, disappointment, depression, frustration. It's like all feeling is gone -- I just don't care one way or the other. Frankly, it has taken me by surprise.
Played football growing up, love the sport, had Cowboys posters on my wall as a kid, a Cowboys' cap on my head for decades, have hosted many a football or Super Bowl party, have hunched over online streams of the poorest imaginable quality, done all the normal fan stuff, but my interest in watching the Cowboys has disappeared -- from maximal a few weeks ago to nothing. Life is good, nothing else has happened, still rooting as passionately for my favorite teams in other sports but watching Cowboys' games has become deja vu. It's the same thing over and over and over. We've had bad stretches before and my love and preoccupation did not diminish amidst the frustration and disappointment, but this time something broke or snapped or something.
Because it was a national game I thought I'd tune in this past week because the Cowboys on Sunday Night Football has historically been incredibly enjoyable, even thrilling....... but play after play I just didn't care and thought of all the things I'd rather be be doing so got up and went and did them. The score was only 14-10 at the time but I felt no tension whatsoever -- it was like I was watching the second half of an exhibition game between two AFC teams.
I'm scratching my head at it all, but I guess I just had enough. I guess I'll pass the torch to better fans, and who knows, maybe my passion will come back again when the team has an identity that inspires me. Good luck guys.