Yup I was telling someone just the same thing tonight. The hurt and pain will go away after awhile, but this is something you never quite forget or are able to get past.
It's like asking Boston fans to move on after Buckner letting that ball go between his legs. I cannot stop seeing Cruz not catch that ball. And believe me, I don't blame him for the loss the way I do others like Feliz, Oliver, Washington etc..
But for some reason it's his miss on that catch that I cannot shake. I started to fall asleep tonight and jumped up half out of bed with the replay of that missed catch in my head and I had to catch my breath as he missed it. Like it happened all over again.
What sucks the worst is that I'm supposed to be waking up remembering that we won the Series, and having that warm comfortable feeling come over me as I drift back to sleep knowing we are World Champions of baseball. Instead I'm wide awake here on CowboysZone STILL trying to come to grips with what has happened.
I'll tell you something, and ordinarily I would never admit this just for pride's sake, but I am envious of Cardinals fans. What a feeling they must have coming back from being a strike away from losing the World Series. It's a feeling I cannot even imagine and is made all the worse by how down in the dumps I am right now.
I wish I knew.... just for a second... what it was like to win this 2011 World Series.