It’s ok I’m sorry. I’m not doing well ..#8 was my guy,and I lived Newport awhile. I know where he lives.the mall etc. It’s too hard for me to watch all these vids and people on TNT. I break down and cry.
I’m wondering about his Mamba teams? Had all these girls playing ...their coach gone (who I found out was a truly incredible person in her own right) so now they got no one leading anything. It would be the greatest travesty if whatever efforts him and his daughter were making to propell the sport of WNBA and girls youth leagues wasn’t upheld. I am going there at some point I’ve decided. I know where he lives...think I’ll wait a bit,and leave a personal note to family at front gate. Think that’s exactly what I’ll do.
Yeah for all them it would be. I’m good now myself,it’s just if I see interviews and stuff. It just hit me a lot harder than I was aware of. I won’t watch anymore ..I don’t want to,I’m not good at watching people suffer. I’m not that type of person...like when my dad died and everyone else is carrying on fine in the hospital room...I was balling in the hallway ...no one cared. More interested in asking me about CA and crap....like really? Who cares!! That’s how lof of people are though.
Yeah....it’s like that with many many people talking. I won’t watch or listen anymore...I’m not going to watch NBA HOF later this year either...I just won’t.
Thank you so much Furboy....that’s very kind of you. I’ll be ok. All these things my life gave me lots and lots of clarity on realities vs talk and don’t be surprised if the people you think would be there for you aren’t at all. It’s weird how death works like a shifter...you can see in black and white who’s who in situations. I take note...and I no longer do hospitals or funerals or churches either. All three have showed me who they are. Stoic and cold ...even I’ll choose dying in the dirt than being a lab rat with tubes and hoses.
I shouldn’t say that....there is good hospitals and churches etc...I just happened to get the door closed in my face.
Yeah it is sad...it turns people off for good as it did me after the umpteenth time of it. Sure do wish though I had a place to go....it’s just not going to happen. I’m not sure but I have a feeling there’s a reason. I’m not tattooed up or look like the devil or wearing a pink tutu...I just know I’m honest and ask questions. I think and study,I don’t need silly platitudes and polyanish attitudes. Let’s get into the meat of things. History for example...they don’t teach history. I found when you apply histsroy studies to that? Wow...makes a huuuuuuge difference in your understanding of what’s going on and how they lived and the people and places and situations you are reading about. You know what? Kobe passing has brought me back to earth. Not smoking dope or rocking out at all...not doing anything in fact but thinking a lot and hanging out in solitude.
Sounds like they were overwhelmed by all the people showing out and memorials everywhere and people leaving flowers at their house. Hmm...guess I won’t go down there then. But I looked up their mamba academy and I’m floored by that!!. It’s really a great place for people of any sport or age etc, I want her husbands plans seen through for women’s basketball. Means a lot to girls as I’m finding out just how much. Well,they got a new fan and i will be dropping support their way.
